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Hope in Handfuls by ginny1441, literature

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Hope in Handfuls

Lights in the skies, Can't find my way home. You give me hope in handfuls, All I ask for. Sparks in the ocean, Blinded by the beauty. I'll use a handful, To find my way home. Screams in the wind, Deaf, can't hear! Need some hope, there we go. To continue my way home. Pounding in the earth, Frightened by the force, Only one handful left, Must use it right. Faces in the flame, Burning my flesh away. Only one handful left, Must use it right. See none, hear none? Feel none, so is there none? Is this Heaven now? One handful remained. Never used.

Beauty or Beast by ginny1441, literature

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Beauty or Beast

Alive at last, Your eyes spark fire. Scalds so fierce, Burnt desire. Is it love or lust? Memories don't fade. I inhale your fading heart, Your soul is jade. Will it be love? Our last emotion. Stir up our senses. In this sweet potion. You bleed for entertainment, You starve for attention. This thought sickens me, My next detention. You're everything I hear, Anything I breathe. Can't escape from you, My heart seethes. I'll hang on, To every word you said. Friends don't forget. You've made your bed. Drop your heavy cloak, Who are you wearing it for? It weakens your bones. Your heart is poor. You bleed, Just to know y

Lights Out by ginny1441, literature

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Lights Out

Lights out, I can still feel your breath. Slither down my neck, Snake out the cage. The moon is screaming, The death of a young girl. Stains the sky, Her story in stars. The rain is a heartbeat, Thuds against your yellow hair. Walls cannot hide you, Nothing can hide you from me. I'll wash away your blood, I'll hold you until you fade. You're in good hands, dear. I'll lie for you, die for you. The night has awakened, But it is my time to sleep. I close my eyes tonight, I sail beneath the blinding light. Oceans bleeding into the sky, Whispering stories, crying life. No one can hear their tales, Yet we dance on. Ignore t

A Happier Life. by ginny1441, literature

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A Happier Life.

Eyes are bright, Expressions are never discontent. Swimming in this light. A world full of smiles. When we cannot fly, We sing through the clouds, Mouths stretched wide. Never a frown. Cheers to a never-ending dream. One man's wish. At first, it seems. Blue eyes. Beauty is here nor there, We worry of nothing! To breathe this air, It's exhilirating. Yet sometimes we are, choked. Suffocating in this unreal world. No longer stoked, You're weary of the future. Happiness isn't the key to happiness, Fake faces bring fake answers. Rainbows aren't full of colour, Choking in your yellow hair.

Sweet Venom by ginny1441, literature

God. by ginny1441, literature

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God.

My whole life has come to a close, I have found what I seek. It is greateer than I have ever thought. Love is a beast. Yet my mind is in pain, I have lost what I have been looking for. Red, red is everywhere. Violence has taken over. My soul screams recovery, Why did I have to bring it here? Trapped in this grotesque world. Never to be let out. Blood is raining on my feet, Skies of war and pain. Tears are trailing down my cheeks. At least I can feel. When all hope is gone, I decided to end this pain. Who cares about my purpose here? One slash is all it takes. But admist my cursed thoughts, A light came in the form of God.

No Angel Came by ginny1441, literature

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No Angel Came

No Angel Came. I was dying, I waited. But you never came. You were lying, You forgot. Caught in your fame. I ws retchign, I cried. But you never came. You were letching, Not at me. All over again. I was screaming, I choked. But you never came. You're so demeaning, At me. You're all the same. I had lost hope, I had nothing. Still you never came. We were to elope, You left. You never change. I waited, but no angel came. I waited, but no angel came.

The Day I Stopped Smiling by ginny1441, literature

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The Day I Stopped Smiling

The day I stopped smiling, Was a very funny day. It started with a smile, What else can I say? We were talking daily, I was the happiest I could've been. It was all down to you, 'Till the day I sinned. I knew; t'was too good to be true! But my fingers were crossed tight. It was just a great day, Until you lost your light. Valiantly, I searched for you. Every secret place, every little nook! But I couldn't find you, I didn't know where to look. Don't you realise now? You were my laugh, you were my smile! You sucked the life out of me, To get you back, I'd run a mile. The day I stopped smiling, Was a very funny day. You we

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Hi, I'm Annika, nice to meet you.
I'm 15, born on 4th January (Capricorn, woo!) I love reading, writing, and painting. I also love music- Paramore, Flyleaf, Falling in Reverse, Panic! at The Disco, No Doubt and Versa Emerge are a few of my favourite bands.

I don't really upload much on dA anymore, but if I ever do paint/write anything worthy enough, I will. I've got a wattpad account (annikadarkling) where I do frequently write stories on, though, so if you wanna check it out, please be my guest!

Okay bye, see you on the other side,
Annika x

Current Residence: England
Favourite genre of music: Rock, Punk-Pop. Rap, Dubstep/Skrillex
Personal Quote: I would like to live, before I die.

Favourite Visual Artist

Vicoria Frances, Joanne Rowling, Tony Ross

Favourite Movies

Swweney Todd: Demon Barber of Fleet Street

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

Paramore, Flyleaf, VersaEmerge, Falling in Reverse, Panic!at The Disco

Favourite Books

Poison Study, Maze Runner, Robopocalypse

Favourite Writers

Omar Khayyam, Maria Snyder, Rachel Caine, Cassandra Clare, Trudi Canavan, Kristin Cashore, etc.

Favourite Games

Mirror's Edge, Happy Wheels, Runescape

Tools of the Trade

pencils, charcoal, oil pastels

Other Interests

Reading, Listening to music, drawing/sketching without any rush/pressure.

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ginny1441

Aug 16, 2011

We ate pizza every night.

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Dudes, hey. I got back form Italia two nights ago, and I absolutely loved every second! We arrived, me, my brother and parents, my grandparents, my mum's brother and his wife & kids, and my mum's sister & her kids. Yeeaah, you can call it a "family outing" :L We stayed at a hotel called Astromare, in Lido Di Jesalo, and it was lovely! The rooms were layed-out a bit weird, if you know what  mean...? But it was grreat. On the first day, we spent it on the beach, in the sea. It was AWESOME. The waves were thrashing over our heads, it was so deep we were treading water, and the tide was so strong it lifted me in the air, then let me go, plu

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ginny1441

Jul 20, 2011

I think I'm in love with Bredon Urie.

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Hello, my duckies... I've decided to do another journal! I think I'll do one every couple weeks:) You know, I quite like doing journals, ehe. Hmm, where to start? Well, I'm going Italy for a week on the 7th August, EEEP! I'm really excited ;D we're going to Lido di Jesolo, so I'lll be seeing all the famous art galleries; my art teacher told me to "find inspiation" and I will do (well, I'll try)! As I'm sure you've guessed, my dad bought me my USB cord, so I've uploaded all my photography (well, there's LOADS to go, and I don't want to upload them all at once or once a day) and I've uploaded a few drawings.. my favourites so far are Deirdre h

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ginny1441

Jul 3, 2011

Feeling a little weird lately.

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Hey! :) Don't write journal entries... much. Okay, at all. I have two journal entries, one of which was copy and pasted. So.. yeah. Um. I deleted lotsa entries that were literally full of crap, reminiscence of my three-and-a-half nightmare... I mean holiday... at India with people who claimed to be my relatives.-.-. Anyway, enough about me, how are you? I have 7(?) drawings (most pen&ink/ charcoal/ watercolour/watercolour pencils) that I need to upload, but the pictures are on my phone and I stilll need a new USB cable so, sorry for the wait. Also I've really began to get into photography, I've over 26 photos I've taken that I still need